~ProjectZuel

Greetings

Sorry for the lack of artwork, though I should be posting some commission work soon; as soon as I get the GO FOR IT! email from the guy I'm doing them for. That will be several pieces of work.

On another note the internet on my laptop as decided it doesn't want to work and I've tried everything to get it working again (using mums laptop at the mo). Sigh, well it gives me an excuse to buy a new laptop though getting the money to get one is another thing which brings me on to possible commission work.

This will only be for my frieds and ONLY after I get a PayPal account but as soon as I've finshed my other commissions I'm open for bussiness (and that includes your commission Fin). I'll post a journel when I'm starting the commission stuff including details on price.

When I get the new laptop i need information on how to transfer my files over. Not the simple stuff but stuff like itunes; stuff which is registered to a user, coz my itunes programme for example has lots of music which I want to keep and is tuned to my Ipod so I can't register again. Help from PC techies wold be appreciaed.

Thanks again.Hope you foun this among the DA changes.

HI EVERYONE

So why haven't I been uploading any artwork for the past few weeks? Simple really, those pesky exams mean I'm stuck revising (mostly the knowledge needing History). Also not only do I have to get all my prep work done for my art exam but friends have been asking me for commission work which means I'm doing that as well; apologies to Finley as I have to say it could be a while before I get your commission done as I'm also doing drawings for Tim Allwright's movie. Please understand that I don't want to rush as I want to produce the best work possible for both of you.
On the art front I've actually got lots of drawings going and a LOT of ideas for future work (including my comic novel which I've redesigned and scripted) but not enough time to colour them in. Because of this expect most of my drawings to come after the exams (late June). Though thats when Smash bros Brawl comes out meaning I've got to play that for hundreds of hours (it commands me) along with the fact that I'll be working off my debt for my recent car service.
PHEW! Thats a lot of stuff to take in so I hope you didn't get bored reading the informative rant. Thanks and expect to see me and my work on DA come early Summer. Later.

To all my friends and everyone else who's reading, hello!

At the moment I'm stuck in a rut, an art rut and it's really annoying, sometimes frustrating. I trickle out art at a fantastically slow rate and any art I do is usually sketch fodder, college work or otherwise. I look at other peoples work on deviantart and in college, people younger and older with bags more talent than me, and I envy them. People in my art group who do (what I would consider) worse work (you know really quick without thought or effort splash work) can even get A grades while I'm stuck in B land, doing my own laborious art work.
Why do I draw? Because I love it and that will never change but I still want it to take my further. I'm starting to release that I'm more of an illustrator and less of an artist; still uni choices confuse me.
I know I sound like I'm bitching like I usually do but as usual writing helps.

Thanks for your support everyone, I'm drawing as I write.

Again another written journel to make me feel better.

My dog died today and so I feel it neccessary to write my emotions out loud:

I am sad not because she is dead, more because she is not alive; thats where the memories lie. I have held those memories so close to my heart, so close that now they choke me, memories that now only bring tears. I will always remember her, for the times of joy and the time of sadness and how an unbreakable bond was formed, one which stands strong to this day and one which will stand strong forever.

In memory of Callie- 1999 ~ December 11th 2007

Thankyou

HI

I always seem to put up a new journal update every 10 seconds but it's very stress relieving.

At the moment my life is hell. Yep pretty much hell.

Apart from art (which I'm still very slow at) I get nothing done in college. Boring new History teacher means I learn nothing to aid me in upcoming coursework. English swamps me with assingments among its coursework (CW), but I should of finished the CW by now anyway and I spend way too much time sketching stuff which I only use for practice meaning I've got little new material for deviantart. Finally I need to get a part-time job because I need money and serious threats from my parents on my laziness to aquire a job is starting to sink in.

Ignoring work has put me in a worse situation and even as I type this tomorrows English assingment homework gathers dust.

On the positive side I'm working on new (secreat) fanart which should keep everyone smiling, it's making me happy.

Sorry to whine but like I said saying it (or typing it) out loud makes me feel better.